Those of my generation will recall the oh-so-not-politically correct punching clowns we grew up with. For the rest of you, with a rounded, weighted bottom, these plastic inflatable clowns with squeakers in their noses rocked back when struck but would bob right back up again. Unless, of course, it got jumped on, used as a Hoppity-Hop, and/or assaulted to uninflatable nonresponsiveness.
That's us, Dallas and me. We haven't had the pudding knocked out of us yet. We still bounce back, sooner or later. Even when struck with such force we fall back clear to the floor (my brothers' favorite trick), give us some time and we're on our feet again.
But, this post isn't about Dallas and I—not really. It's about how, over the course of a month, we came to grow from two empty-nesters rattling around an empty house, seriously considering downsizing, to a family of seven, bursting at the seams.
Be that as it may, Nancy needed my support and had nowhere to go but a homeless shelter. My entire upstairs (three bedrooms and a large bath) sat unused. Opening our home to her while she figured things out came as natural to us as breathing.
Nancy has been disabled for a long time and receives a little support from the government. She can in no way afford rent for an apartment, even though she continues to search diligently, and I don't anticipate her finding anything acceptable soon. But, that's okay. It works.
Then, a little more than a week ago, my daughter-in-law, Desireé, called me with a problem of her own. One of her friends who has been dependent upon her friendship and support for almost a year, reached an emotional crisis, spent the day in the ER trying to get stabilized, and could no longer continue in her current living situation.
We could open our home to her or send her and her kids to a homeless shelter. As Dallas said, "It's the right thing to do."
Desireé had managed to arrange sleep-overs for Sherri's children when we still questioned whether or not she would come home at all that night. The next day we went and collected all three. Dallas suggested a week's trial to determine if being here helped them. He needed to see a material difference.
The difference has been night and day.
So, the past week has been spent trying to get Sherry's business concerns all arranged, dealing with school starting on Monday, learning to find the rhythm of the house and how we best work together, and pretty much allowing the dust to settle.
Throw into the mix Dallas's two trips to the VA to have his retinas evaluated, re-evaluated, and laser surgery scheduled, and I'm staggering around by 10pm begging for my bed. I think I've found the cure for my 3am sleep habits.
How do three 40-something (okay, maybe a little 50-ish) women work together in 2000 square feet of living space? Very carefully. And, surprisingly well, actually. Sherri loves to do housework. She also loves to learn. Nancy loves to cook. I am (even if I do say so myself) pretty good with kids. That's something in my favor. Everybody does laundry and laundry and laundry and laundry.
With schedules and regulations and gentle hints here and there, with family councils and lots and lots of talk and a little bit of soul-bearing and -searching, we're starting to hit our stride. I imagine my own work load will start returning to normal once school starts next week.
|Mr. Dallas doing fountain duty.|
They say a picture is worth a thousand words, but even this doesn't do him justice. These children (not the brunettes), two girls and a boy, ages 3-7 years, have very real, very serious needs.
A year ago, they demonstrated all too graphically that they suffered in an abusive environment. They distrusted and feared all men.
My son, Paul, and the other members of our church congregation have done a great deal to ease that in the past year. However, watching these kids blossom this week has truly convinced us that this is the right path for us to take.
To use Dallas' illustration, the other night when the seven-year-old girl ran into his arms to hug and kiss him good-night provided the strongest evidence yet that they need him in their lives.
When I think about these poor ladies and the misery they have suffered at the hands of abusive, angry, belittling men, I thank God for my husband and the man he is. I truly repent of my critical ways (as I do time and time again, but that's the beauty of repentance). With this mutual purpose and common goal, we have drawn closer than we have been in a great while.
Few people will ever understand the sacrifice Dallas makes to bring these families into our home. Even the smallest exertions tax his strength and increase the pain he suffers constantly.
|Pawpaw at grandson's birthday party |
earlier this year
But, this, like all sacrifices, ultimately proves no sacrifice at all, as the Herculean efforts he makes to be what these children (and women) need—a strong, positive masculine influence in their lives—bring him outside himself and outside his pain, and that's a good thing.
We hope and pray we help Nancy and Sherri bounce back to their feet again. They all feel safe and loved here. They feel protected. They have faith in us—in him—and that faith grows stronger every day. That, in itself, is a miracle.