"The highway to holiness is a toll road." —CS Lakin
Book: Intended for Harm
Author: CS Lakin
Pages: 441
Format: Kindle/ebook
Publisher: Amazon Digital Services
Book Source: Author
Category: Contemporary fiction
Style: Strong religious themes, tragic elements, includes scenes with drug and alcohol abuse, and some graphic violence
Synopsis from GoodReads:
1971: Jake Abrams is desperate to leave his oppressive home in Colorado and begina new life in college in LA, but his dreams are waylaid when he meets Leah, an antiwar protester who pushes him into marriage and family. Through four decades Jake struggles to raise a family, facing tragedy and heartbreak, searching for meaning and faith and challenging a silent God as he wanders through his life.. . . . Intended for Harm explores the depth of a heart that doubts, and how it finds its way home to a God who has never been absent. It delves into the theme of harm—how those suffering loss and unmet needs intend harm toward others, but can find redemption through grace and humility. . . . read more
My Take:
I curled up in bed last night, propped in pillows, reading the last chapters of this book while Dallas laid next to me watching a video, more asleep then awake. All of the sudden, he peered at me and said, "Are you alright? Is everything okay?" I sniffled and blinked back my tears, feeling somewhat foolish and assured him I was. I do get rather misty experiencing a story from time to time, but rarely to the point that my husband actually notices.Intended for Harm is that kind of book. You can read the prologue here.
Pain precedes the healing. This truth has taken a lifetime to learn.Like her book Conundrum, Intended for Harm is not an easy read. It requires thought. It requires pondering at times. It demands an emotional investment and delivers stellar returns. It took me about a week to read because, quite frankly, its intensity requires a rest of sensibilities and some of it can only be taken bits at a time. But, as I said, the pay-off is more than worth the effort.
The Great Physician cannot heal until the incision is made and what is putrid and pustulant collides with air and water until thoroughly cleansed. There is a wash of relief that follows such ablution, and the soul thus rid of a lifetime's burden of contamination becomes keenly aware of a glorious sense of freedom.
—CS Lakin, Intended for Harm